drinking does impair your judgement. even one. or so i learned last night. and i made a silly mistake but oh well!? not giving an explanation.
also hung out with the ex… it was fun. just like old times ( minus the kissing). laughing, joking etc. we went to a friend of a friends gig in the local ” i’m-so-cool-i-hang-out-in-a-really-grotty-places-and-pretend-like-i’m enjoying-this-indie-rock-noise-venue “. also known as 93 feet east. i forgot how much i hate indie rock!
i find it impressively fun to think this happened in the tube station near my house!
i don’t know why but i love this photo so much…. i think it’s because i didn’t know it was being taken or maybe it’s because i look so unashamely happy…. or it’s probably because it’s the only photo on my facebook that i don’t look drunk or ragged!
Balmain
Herve Ledger
Alexander Wang
BCBG Max Azria
Givenchy
L’wren Scott
Rag & Bone
If I ruled the world I would have 99% of all of these S/S 09 collections…. ( only 99% because 100% is just plain greedy haha)!
I have figured in my fashion choices…. or “style” as it’s called, I pretty much stick to the same and have done for a while now. I’m all about rock & 70’s infulences…. such as big hair, muted tones and sexyness. I however don’t have the twig thighs of a 17 year old supermodel so can’t carry of the short skimpy sucked-in ness of some pieces but i want to try!?!
Oh and of course all finished off with a blood red soled pair of Louboutins…… preferably the following…………
i have figured…..
i smoke too much, drink too much, procrastinate far too much, party too hard, sleep too little, spend too much, am far too undecisive, think too much, eat too much chesse and generally indulge far far too much!
and on that note i’m out!
whoever said this meant it.
i am sick of plans or well sick of not being able to stick to plans. so i shall try un-stick myself from that habit. a bit like smoking. but i hate to admit i like the former!
my insomnia is getting annoying. but it’s helping me semi productive. yet still deep in the midst of my ”1/4 life crisis” (maybe sleep would help). i need to sort this out. also only so much sex & the city re-runs and gmtv you can take. and it doesn’t get bright early yet so the night seems even longer. i think i know how i could cure this….. maybe by not working nights, less expresso’s, less going out when off and after work and more structure? it all seems a bit minimal though….. OUI?
hmmmmmmmmmmmm?!
and the only way to start a winter morning….. i’m spolit!
*well this morning anyway!?
typical london morning……..
knowing that i can be back there come summertime, is what is getting me through the dullness of a wet, london winter!!!
up up & away! we have lift off………
*this is the result of insomnia ‘nuf said!
